Good Heart

Good heart

You ever feel like the beat in your heart is just to limp

As if it’s trying to keep going but the strings have been pulled too much

Feeling your chest hardening as you once again love to deeply and fall too hard

Trying to cry because you think that’s the only way you will get better

Then realizing you have ran out of tears , losing a way to relieve the pain

Learning to let go has to be the worst part of your pain

And staying strong comes too close to the race

But you wanna cry , you wanna scream

Cause no one understand the pain you go through to continue to smile again

To continue to laugh your biggest laugh because when you go home

And lay down in the dark with the tv off

sad thoughts of that person consumes in your head

Just wishing you were back with your “friends” to continue to fake happiness

Because frankly , in this stage of heartbreak that’s the only highlight of your day .